.Roots.

Read a book by a non-practicing Jew about pretending to be a Jew for a year.

Thought that learning the 'way of my people' would turn out to be some huge life long quest.

Realized, researched, and discovered Welsh, Irish and Passamaquoddy culture beyond post-Roman occupation has been more or less entirely exterminated.

Bagpipes are even Roman.

Everything about Celtic society and druids after 60-ish A.D. is Roman bull honkey.

On top of the Spanish burning all the native American books they encountered (Yes; there are small pieces of evidence suggesting many tribes through at least South America and Mexico kept records akin to the Old Testament of their people thought out the ages.).

Which really in short means there are no pre-defined sanctioning that apply outside of true experience.

Meaning?

Consciousness undefined.

Don't belong to North America.

It isn't real.